Im having fun here , and ofcourse we had fun that time, with just a very well done cook by amik and friends , beehon , fried rice , oven chicken , some vegie , ice lemon tea , nice time that day. very simple and nice, and its better than we are trapped inside the train.
again this is my first time celebrating newyears @ singapore .... 2010 , been doing so down @ 2009 , i guess this problem is looping again and again , but what she said is true , this is the kind of heart i had ,i just cant leave like that. i just cant have my on chopstick at this time. but i believe that this is it. no more complaining about what choice i should had. no pity , stop crying like a baby , Envy is a waste of time.You already have all you need. and What other people think of you is none of your business.
so this is it , 5th jan , im goin back to pekanbaru , starting all over again . maybe i need to pretend to my self , just like 4 years ago ..... hopefully i can change my personality , no more stubborn , being patient
happy new year 2010
No comments:
Post a Comment