tell me where had you been

tell me where had you been ?

i need to write something now, hopefully the friends can submit their smile and word of advice and other than that you can always send your money to me he he he he , its all i need.

2008 is near. improvement ? NO....i dont think so.

the farm is down. and i cant pretend that im happy with it. it meant something to me . maybe i just have to let it go. and yes i have to let it go and move on. moving on the the next phase its not as easy as i think. , the next job is simple like what everyone said. its simple , bla bla bla... not to me. maybe yes maybe no. i dont know.

ohh 2008, you gotta help me ok.. i wish you put more trust , advice and strong ingredient in my brain so i wont be such loser like 2007...

im getting far away from confidence , and getting near to lazy but dont think i will give up. wish...hope.... i can do thing smoothly, its been more than a month, i tried my best to finish my task. but obstacle is all around till now ,and i dont think it will go away tomorow. i have no idea about tomorow , every thing is stuck. not that i dont know what to do , its just the stupid priority that i need to say "yes,of course you go first. i'll stay behind"

come on, its been a month , i do lot of shits hell of nothing , i want to complete the task till the check point, just the little check poin , so i can have holiday without any unfinished task... oh... i hate my self so much.

well x mas i near , i still remembered the school , the xmas gift exchange at school , eveyone bring their own gift, ofcourse ppl like me will buy the cheap gift and hope to exchange for the expensive christmas box... its fun duing that... thats the only fun left in my brain for now. hehe
ohh i miss my old friends.... and i still love the football match with them everyday after school.

merry christmas and happy new year and i love you

back.... :( blehhh

okok .. sorry ... okok im back anyhow... works its not the best this month. its just a little down and yes im too lazy to write something, i shouldn't do that

its good to be back sep. so welcome back..

previous december is the best i ever had. found you... thanks god i found you.
its been a month since i never write anything at all , good thing and not a good thing happen.

the job full of unfinished task and praying is just not enough. gotta do something... its always about the job. im bored.

the part time job its a little bit fun after all, teaching is not so bad , its not so tired , its just a little bit tense when the 2 naughty kids get a decreasing grade. haihhhh... i think i played to much with them.. hehehe. they are funny , gemesin , bikin marah , bikin kesel ..

ok, the real job looks no fun, maybe its not on the right track. i just need to find bunch of ppl who want to do it. be patient , there gotta be someone who want to do it.. no worry.. keep searching and be patient, dont rush on everything

overall the work is s*xx

anyway , chiken farm is down. is closed , gone be gone ... business its not very good, and a loss is everywhere... so its the end for the chicken farm. everyone > sad and everyone > move on.

hopefully 2008 will be better