tell me where had you been

tell me where had you been ?

i need to write something now, hopefully the friends can submit their smile and word of advice and other than that you can always send your money to me he he he he , its all i need.

2008 is near. improvement ? NO....i dont think so.

the farm is down. and i cant pretend that im happy with it. it meant something to me . maybe i just have to let it go. and yes i have to let it go and move on. moving on the the next phase its not as easy as i think. , the next job is simple like what everyone said. its simple , bla bla bla... not to me. maybe yes maybe no. i dont know.

ohh 2008, you gotta help me ok.. i wish you put more trust , advice and strong ingredient in my brain so i wont be such loser like 2007...

im getting far away from confidence , and getting near to lazy but dont think i will give up. wish...hope.... i can do thing smoothly, its been more than a month, i tried my best to finish my task. but obstacle is all around till now ,and i dont think it will go away tomorow. i have no idea about tomorow , every thing is stuck. not that i dont know what to do , its just the stupid priority that i need to say "yes,of course you go first. i'll stay behind"

come on, its been a month , i do lot of shits hell of nothing , i want to complete the task till the check point, just the little check poin , so i can have holiday without any unfinished task... oh... i hate my self so much.

well x mas i near , i still remembered the school , the xmas gift exchange at school , eveyone bring their own gift, ofcourse ppl like me will buy the cheap gift and hope to exchange for the expensive christmas box... its fun duing that... thats the only fun left in my brain for now. hehe
ohh i miss my old friends.... and i still love the football match with them everyday after school.

merry christmas and happy new year and i love you