June 16, 2009

Dont left anything behind

i used to think about all the good , bad and pretty bad stuff going on with life. but i believe that . one must move on , and let the memory become the motivation and things that you will remember and you move on , and do what you gotta do ... coz we will never know whats going to happen tomorow at breakfast , or maybe dinner , next year and so on.


so i talked to myself today , what am i going to do if i grow old and moving slow , ill tell you this bunch of stupid thing i wanna do later....


for today , i have this feeling let say complicated , i dont know , i dont know i ,dont know , i dont know. is this life is just work work work work , money money money and do things that ppl want you to do and thats it ? i guess im just being selfish coz i ve so much things that i wanna do left behind so far..., i dont know , part of myself telling me just do it , its good enough for you , just take it.

tell you that this is the things that i regret the most , being not able to do what i want to do , and yet i cant do nothing about it. and i will never know if it is good for me or its just another mistake if i do what i wanna do.

but the lesson is , we will never know anything that could happen, if we never try it.
good lesson huh . pick it up from the serial "how i met your mother"

haha.. now i gotta get ready for tomorow. so dont let anything behind , pair of boot checked , pair of socks checked , a bottle of water checked , pair of gloves checked , hat checked , long sleeve checked, long pants checked , money checked , breakfast not avilable..... sleep now ..... hopefully its raining tonite so we all can continue the fertilization. no rain means i have cancel the trip for tomorow and do some paper work.... but i wish bet do his raindance now..... I NEED RAIN

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