October 30, 2008

take a break

apart from feeling guilty, i cant help my self out of my really really depressing matter here. Its my self.

Some people just want to take control over everything. and i mean EVERY singe thing that you would imagine.

some part of me are struggling to get my self a "freedom" when i fail with my step. its me , and if if i success, its still me . I just want to find something i really want , at least i give it a shot rather than you telling me not to think about that. and you telling me to do things the way you like.

im not someone exactly like you want. i cant follow All your step precisely. In the worst case if i fail so bad .i will stand up. i will learn not to fail next time.

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